December 2010
11 posts
Anonymous asked: I joined your site briefly way back in, I dunno, 2000? Just found your Twitter & Tumblr after tuning out for a few years. I enjoy your writing, but sorry to hear all the BS you've gone thru this year.
I actually met you at SXSW a few years back. Are you going this year?
I actually met you at SXSW a few years back. Are you going this year?
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I had no clue I say lovely so much.
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A New Year's Eve Kiss
This will be the first New Year’s Eve since 1988 where I will not be kissed by someone I love, someone who loves me. This is the first year I will be completely single - without a lover at all. I am lonely and confused. It feels awful and I am not sure what to do. Doing nothing is best. Focusing on myself and my own needs is best. It just does not come naturally to me. Being a person of...
“Passion, it lies in all of us, sleeping… waiting… and though unwanted… unbidden…...”
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The Year of Breaking Up.
This has been the year of break-ups. Three relationships went poof and disappeared.
One was slow to end. It was laced with depression and forced by distance. There were attempts at rekindling the flame. It was painful and awkward. We have started talking again. I think we have the potential to be friends. We have always been honest and mostly mutually kind.
One seemingly came out of nowhere but...
“Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to...”
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Flashbacks
I recently wrote in a members-only journal entry about the difficulty of updating the site because most of the remaining content I have is never before posted archival footage of me and James from webcam shows. I have had to watch these clips, make captures and post them. It is hard to watch us so happy and well, so sexual. It is worse than coming across our wedding photos and the like. That is...
Anonymous asked: What other professions are you contemplating?
“Oh for a life of sensations rather than of thoughts.
- John Keats”