January 2011
10 posts
4 tags
Past Present Future
Warrior Two is my favourite pose. I had an instructor tell me that when you are in Warrior Two pose you have one part of you looking at the past and all you have done, seen and learned, another part of you firmly in the present, living in the moment, and another part of you looking towards the futre. It really resonated with me. The pose feels good physically and emotionally for me. I have...
Jan 27th
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Colin Firth
I went to see the King’s Speech with my mother over the holidays. She is a bit of pop culture aficionado for the times of her youth and had some little anecdotes about the Royals. She mentioned to me how she thought the real King George VI was thinner and better looking than Colin Firth. I looked at her aghast and said, “you have no idea what Colin Firth means to women of my...
Jan 26th
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Crazy Sexy Me
I am starting the Crazy Sexy Diet 21 day cleanse tomorrow. I bought the book last week and I have been easing myself into the eating plan, examining how I have been living these past few months and preparing for some big changes. I have read similar books in the past and gotten a fair bit of knowledge from them (I am a bit of a nutrition geek after all), but there is something about the book and...
Jan 24th
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Burlesque Rehearsal
Rehearsing burlesque numbers is not quite a perfect experience. Full costume, but no make-up. Instead of stage, I have the spot in the bedroom doorway in front of the hallway mirror. Instead of an audience of gawking men and leering women*, I have two cats. Maybe it is perfect. *A line from Miss Sugarpuss Must Die! Psst… I am getting ready to perform with Bad Uncle at Sala Rossa as part of...
Jan 7th
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Signature Move
I am a bit socially awkward. I am trying to change that. Well, I have been trying for some 30 years. Its a work in progress. Never ending it seems. Yes, there still seems to be a long way for me to go. This New Year’s Eve was proof. I went to see my best girlfriend perform with a band I have shared the bill with before when I do burlesque with the band Bad Uncle. I spoke to some of their...
Jan 7th
Anonymous asked: Hi Seska,

I've been of fan (and occasional subscriber) of yours almost from the start of your website. I don't really have a question, but I just wanted to tell you that I was saddened to hear about your marriage breaking up. I read your post about how hard it was to update your site and having to force yourself to watch old videos of yourself having sex with James....
Jan 2nd
Kodachrome
So as of  yesterday Kodachrome film can no longer be developped. I am Miss Nostalgia. This makes me sad. Endings. Change. Its normal. Yet… Report on the last place to have it developed. Paul Simon’s song - Kodachrome Its pretty obvious why I am little fixated on this story - given the year I had. Or it could be this bit of the song. If you took all the girls I knew When I was...
Jan 1st
Jan 1st
Stay
if this world is wearing thin and you’re thinking of escape i’ll go anywhere with you just wrap me up in chains but if you try to go out alone don’t think i’ll understand stay with me stay with me in the silence of your room in the darkness of your dreams you must only think of me there can be no in-betweens when your pride is on the floor i’ll make you...
Jan 1st
Jan 1st